The world is full and vibrant and ready for my taking.
I want to be everything when I grow up.
And, I know I will.
Then, there are those days when I ache.
When sleep evades and is never enough.
I'm spent and empty and wistful.
I feel both 10 and 100.
I love the youthful days.
When I'm the young mama.
Having fun, soaking up the sun, making joy from all the life around me.
But still, I love my old days.
When I can reminisce.
When I feel wise and burdened.
I feel 10, I feel 100.
I journaled this before I found out about baby #2, but was pregnant. Might explain why I was feeling so tired and still remembering the days when I actually had a spring in my step. Ha!

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No wonder you felt 100... man the early part of pregnancy knocks me flat. What a great thing to have journaled - before you knew about your little one.
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